I Am So Tired,,, But I Can't Get To Sleep... My Mind is like 100 & 1000 of horses running inside... Very messy!!! What is going on? What you told me is like.... ???... Guessing game?? OMGosh~ Is Killing me...
-> treating my BFF(MSWL) out of the box?
-> letting him seeing BFF getting close to me?
many many things

& it seems like i am the one creating it and i don't even know it... Amazing!!
I don't know who to believe now.
I trusted you alot but what she say make sense too.
I trying to find ways to understand and solve it. but i just can't find it.
I think i am getting in the way, being too buzybody. HaHax...
Well, What to Do? Cause i don't want you to struggle back again,,,
Maybe she is right,,, Is more hurtful if i continue like that...
HaHax...

Sadden,,, Melvin's Life is like soooooO FUCK now,,,
Who to blame? No one but myself,,,